I am skating on a numb surface holding me just over a sea of panic. Some degree of denial is saving me from the horror of possibilities presented by my positive screen for open neural tube defects.
I have to live through 2 full days before a specialist ultrasound on Thursday. I don't know how I will do any work, but it must pass somehow. I can't even imagine the 2-week wait after an amnio, which hopefully won't be necessary in this case.