June 19, 2012

how will I get through the next few days?

I am skating on a numb surface holding me just over a sea of panic.  Some degree of denial is saving me from the horror of possibilities presented by my positive screen for open neural tube defects.

I have to live through 2 full days before a specialist ultrasound on Thursday.  I don't know how I will do any work, but it must pass somehow.  I can't even imagine the 2-week wait after an amnio, which hopefully won't be necessary in this case.

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